haha. got back from tuition a while ago. was late. so had to go there straight from the bus stop. lol. and it was raining. haha. tuition was quite alright. learnt some new things. haha. didn't noe mr sng, mrs low, mr low, ms puspalm, mrs ho, mrs chu, mdm lim. have been there for so long. haha. mr sng's hair was centre parting. so funny. okay. nvm. moving on. erhh. today school was alright. yeah. history was boring. english was boring. change of seats again. but i'm still stuck there. rena's now in front of me. charlene change place le. ): and shahilia is right in front of charlene. gosh. okay. then maths. was boring. didn't understand anything. heh. then chinese had to do copying. rarr. so tiring. so long. then we were ten mins late for class. hahaha. cos we thought must finish. but in the end still didn't. haiyarh. okay. yeah. kelly's banned from youth again. boo. thumbs down. oh wells. just have ter live with it.
18:04
okay. uncle jerry sent me home. having fish porridge for dinner. yum yum. today quite okay larh. red cross. me not getting promoted. ): but i've gotten badges. two. first aid and the CIP thing. erhh. haha. forgot. hmm. today did footdrill. gosh. o2 was being irritating larh. wanna be in charge. this that this that. bish bish bish. lol. if you were wondering who. it's 'pig ah you *who* she'. read it in chinese. exact word for word. but don't read the one within the asteriks. ayee. school was alright. chinese was plainly boring. dnt was quite alright. but keep on getting caught for talking. lol. erhh. the rest of the subs? hmm. ms chua. trainee tcher. had her observation today. from NIE. woah. we were like. quiet. haha. so funny. okay. then nothing else. yupp yupp. tmr got tuition. wahaha. erhh. yeah. nothing much. byebye. ooh. sports heats tmr. i'm not involved. come by my house if you want. it's just a walking distance away. just behind the stadium. haha. (:
18:55
okay. didn't go for field trials todays. hello. it's lame larh. they put me under high jump lorh. so yeah. haiyarh. whatever man.
so as you can see. i'm at home. i have to rush. came home. eat. hmwk. now gotta go bathe. then i'm meeting kelly at 5.15? but she nv reply my sms? haiyarh. so am i supposed to meet her at 5.15? if not i wanna take my own sweet time. to bathe. blah. tonight gonna perform? yuck. how exciting. being sarcastic here. okay. double period chinese. didn't sleep. wow. i nearly did thou. lol. ayee. what else. nothing else. maybe yeah. i go get ready now. then if kelly's not there yet. then i go library. (: so guai. haha. gotta improve english rite? so improve lorh. (: i'm determined. i hope i am. to improve all subjects. especially english and MATHS. hmm. okay then.
had health check today. lame. eyecheck. weird questions. backbone check. no pe today. ): hmm. nothing else. godberg tan didn't come after me again. smiles. haiyoh. okay. really gotta get going. 4.55 le. bye.
16:47
okay. have you heard? have i told you? my mom has already pre-ordered the harry potter #6. so cool! haha.
today? school wasn't that bad. tan kok heong didn't come chasing after me for bowling again. rarr. go away. i don wanna join. kick me out of the cca. bleah. okay. nothing much lehs. learnt cartwheels for gym for pe today. haha. then the class is finally clear on the maths problem. factorisation. the dunno what quadratic equations thingy. haha. i'm still a bit blur thou. heh.
then during pe. cos francis was late. samantha brought back childhood memories. the cartoon show. captain planet. haha. wind, earth, fire, water, love. okay. that was pretty lame. haha. but it was fun. hmm. no one's home. and i'm bored. i'm not supposed to be wasting time. hang on. i haven't had lunch. i shall go have some. i'm talking to myself. shh.
moving on. for english we had to do this essay. so i did. mine was about 50 lines long. average about 12 words per line. yes. my handwriting is teeny tiny small. so can you imagine how long my essay is. i didn't leave a line mind you. so i only used one piece of paper. hahaha. one and a half page. that's the longest essay i've ever written. so i guess a one thousand word essay isn't very difficult actually. all you need is the imagination and inspiration. hahaha. how chim.
oh no. tmr got double period of chinese. yawn. gonna be sleeping in class again. then other than that. got nothing else. ermm. yeah. oh. i've got project smile thing tmr. rarr. i don wanna go. meeting vanessa at 6. haiyarh. 6? then my field trials are at 3.30? so it'll be... i'll have to go immediately after school? my gosh! haiyarh. fine fine lorh. i'll ask my parents. then i see how. blaah. hate this busy lifestyle.
15:35
okayy. i seem to be getting along quite well with my mom. scary. haha. today. went over to neighbour's house. it's in the estate. but quite a far walk. haha. don't really know her. my auntie does. haha. yeah. ermm. she's gonna be my new maths tuition teacher. $50/hr. it's 1 1/2 hrs every thursday at 4pm. haiyarh. haha. dunno whether can rmb where. haha. about there larh. lol. i'm pretty glad i've got a tuition teacher. she's a retired teacher. retired 5 yrs ago. from stc. haha. yeah. she noes ppl like mrs gomez. mrs charoo. mrs fung. ms wong. ms chan. haha. so you can imagine how long they've been teaching. i'm quite glad i guess. that i'm able to have a tuition teacher. $50/hr ain't cheap. so i can't waste the money. like last time. chinese tuition at tien hsia. hahaha. about 300/term. hmm. that's quite cheap leh actually. but it's one whole class of ten? bleah. hated it. never paid attention in class anyways. and now? i'm even sleeping during chinese?! zhang jing is just plain boring. ltt was much better. oh wells. i wanna quit bowling. seriously. i think i'll have more time for studies like this. but. francis ain't gonna buy it. but bowling has to be on 6 mths probation too rite? if it doesn't work out. it doesn't marhs. so yeah. i think francis should allow ppl to quit larh. like. they should see my results too yeah. so pathetically all just pass. and hello. i failed my maths. if i'm going triple science. maths gotta be good. and hello. i gotta pass maths to take amaths. which i want to. rarr. i wanna quit. but i'll get scolding from my parents if i quit. they'll say i'm not focus. but bowling is boring, takes up so much time, waste money if i don even like it. i could use that spare time to revise. rarr. i'll see how francis says first. i'm outta here. gotta destress.
19:08
okay. making this quick.
yesterday's service was really different the worship part. it's like worshipping and there's drama too. my gosh. they used passion to show it out. something like that. it's really... argh. can't bear to watch. worship was great. except. i didn't feel like jumping then. dunno. yoke yeong got baptised. (: haha. hmm. nothing much le bah. xin yi was there. but she sitting balcony with her friend. haha. aye. then dinner. then supermarket. chippy chips. then box. saw lil kittens. really small tiny ones. and the mama cat transporting them... somewhere. then went home. nothing much. kk. gtg. tummyache AGAIN. bye.
09:28
lol. i'm already ready for church? haha. all i need later is to change my pants. cos i'm wearing shorts now. can't expect me to go in for service in shorts right? i'm not danielle you noe. okay. i think i've gotten darker. my nose ain't that red anymore. i hope. okay. hmm. it's getting boring. i dunno wanna do my hmwk. my mom doesn't allow me to watch tv the whole day. so that's why i'm stuck on the com. hahaha. she didn't say anything about this. haha.
who's the real boy here. you think you're acting boy? harhar. that's so funny. you wear short tees. you wear girly slippers. you never wear berms. you wear dangly earrings. you prefer long hair. you wear skirts. yuck. hello. i think i'm more boy than you alrights. i don wear skirts. cos i don own any. except school uniform. i don own any dresses either. girly slippers/sandals? i've got three. but i don wear them. unless on special occasions. which is? once in a blue moon. i don like long hair. but my mom wouldn't let me cut mine. so i have to live with it til may perhaps? then i'll cut it short again. i don like short tees. you have seen my red polo hangten tee haven't you. i am already finding that short. i cannot stand sleeveless tees. i cannot stand tight fitting clothing. rarr. which point do you don get it. i'm more tomboy than you. you think you're a tomboy. yeah right. harhar. that's so funny.
oh no. tummyache again. gtg. bye.
14:41
i'm rudolf the red nosed reindeer. cos my nose is red. sunburnt again. gosh. went out today. eversince 9am. went redhill mrt there. to eat breakfast. me, my parents. terence, his parents. uncle jerry. ate lotsa stuff. haha. they order order order. then went sembawang. to see the bottle tree. ooh. it's huge. and fat. haha. then went sembawang park. went picnicking. and fishing. fishing is fun. (: haha. then went for lunch. at chong pang. yupp. then went kent ridge park. enjoyed the view. walked the canopy walk. then went labrador park. for more picnicking. uncle william and my dad walked towards the jetty. after a while. me and terence decided to follow. haha. yupp. quite cool yarh. the jetty at labrador. just that it's faaaaaaaaaar. hahaha. then went to gillman. then went ayer rajah. for dinner. yum yum. sad thing. no chilli. so had to get from the adults side the food with chilli. or just use the chilli that uncle jerry got me. hoho. yupp. then came home.
it's been a parky day. i got sunburnt again. the marks are getting darker. my nose is red. gosh gosh gosh. and i'm totally wiped out. really tired. sad thing. didn't get a chance to go johore for dinner. that was what was initially planned. didn't get to go tuas either. not like the parents wanted to larh. haha. hmm. uncle jerry asked my mom whether wanted to be terence godmother. like HELLO. i don't want terence as my godbro. although. i don't really mind. since. my dad and him are like so close. haha. and i don't mind a three years younger than me godbro. haha. that'll be cool. but i doubt that'll happen. i hope.
tmr. no cell. aye. not fair okay. kelly never bring anyone but still can go for starlight. what the hell. but if i went for starlight. i wouldn't have had such an enjoyable day. and wouldn't have picked up a new 'sport'. fishing. besides. starlight is supposed to be evangelistic. so you're supposed to bring ppl. but whatever. it's alright that i didn't go.
i wish you would simply stop trying to act cool. seriously. it looks horrible. especially when you're not even among the popular kids in school. from what i see. you're a loner. who mixes with the other loners. because you have no choice. and you don wanna feel left out. and you say you pity them. hello. you think i dunno arh. stop it larh can. it's irritating. and you always want to copy. you have no courage in doing things yourself. in public. if you do something weird. you talk to yourself. creepy. you have to follow. you can't be alone. you don't want to be left alone. cos you'll feel weird? hello. grow up man. enought talk about you. i'm getting pissed.
tmr got nothing on larh. sleep the whole morning away. then afternoon nothing. then just wait to go for service lorh. chey. then after that? dinner. then go fairprice. go buy some chips. mwahahaha. ruffles. and lays. yum yum. (:
21:28
okay. got time to blog now. haha.
yesterday was total rush.
school. cca. project smile.
lucky no hmwk.
nothing much larh.
today. also school.
nothing much.
i'm really hungry now.
i only got 59% for my overall.
tmr going out. with uncle william and fam.
whole day. kent ridge park. breakfast at casuarina. sembawang bottle tree. maybe tuas beach. ((:
nothing much. blah blah.
school's UG going mount ophir. hoho. two hundred bucks yeah.
here's my pa1 results.
english, 51 ):
lit, 59
chinese, 59
science, 72 (:
history, 61
maths, 47 ):
art, 60
dnt, 64
total, 473
results are a bit saddening. not really larh. but really saddening for my english, chinese and maths arh. gotta improve. improve. improve. gotta study. study. study hard.
now it's time for some hot soup. slurp. bye. won't be posting for another four days. cya.
16:26
not gonna be updating for long. mom has banned me from computer and tv usage. gosh. cos she signed my maths paper. and she nagged larh. of course i tried to explain. but she didn't understand. so i gave up. and stared at the clock. in order for me not to explode. then. haiyarh. sad case larh. today. house prac. did kick boxing. like erhh. sarah, vice captain. noes my name. okay. freaky. okay. so no more com. no more updating. no more tv. it's time to focus. study and prove to my mom that i can do it. i hope. i really hope my mom's no longer angry at me. cos we're going out for dinner later. boohoo.
_i'ma sad little girl
18:55
hey. got back all results for ca1 today. passed all borderline. except english. fail borderline. haha. funny seh. hmm. overall. i think i can pass. except maths. think i'll fail maths. although. i don think i'm the only one who'd fail maths larh. it's like. the whole class is failing. my gosh. okay. that ms chua gonna take over shirley sim. that's horrible okay. today. was a quite okay day. it's time to decide whether i'm quitting bowling. i want to. but i have to tell my parents. just say what. lost interest. which is true. too crammed up. which is also true. too tiring. which is also true. i hope they'd allow me to quit. but then. i have to tell desiree too. oh wells. whatever then. and besides it's just 2nd cca. it ain't gonna help much. okay. then ermm. nothing else. except i have to get started on my hmwk. serious. haha. tonight got project smile. it's not exactly a good thing. for the fact that i have to perform. man. this sucks. but just get it over with. i really feel like sleeping. i'm really tired. but i've got so many things to do. my dad's starting work next monday. then i'm gonna be all alone. not a good thing. i won't focus. but yeah. i'll have to try to manage my own time then. gotta grow up. and have proper time management. this is getting crazy. lemmi tell ya my ca1 marks. haha.
english: 12/25 [gonna get a big big big nagging from my mom]
maths: 18/35 [gonna fail overall. cos all my tests all fail. but it's a great improvement i find.]
chinese: 26/40 [aye. still okay.]
science: 25.5/30 [wahseh. so shocking. haha. second top scorer. along with two or three others. haha. sinying was the highest. 26. and for the fact that my science everytime very horrible. barely pass only.]
literature:14/25 [still quite okay larh. my literature everytime borderline pass one. but i believe that literature is a quite easy to score subject. but it's whether you got the vocabulary to explain and the knowledge of the passage.]
history: 28/45 [haiyarh. another one that i borderline pass. but still okay larh. my history always like that.]
sad larh. my results. think that the hopes of me getting into acjc are seriously dashed. then nvm larh. go poly also can. but i wanna do finance. but poly also have. but i think. i go cjc if i can lorh. i'd rather get into a jc than a poly. ah duh. haha. okay. i'm kinda depressed right now. i'm outta here. hmwk time.
16:06
okay. yesterday cell. was kinda cool. a bit boring arh. then service. worship a bit boring. heh. but sermon arh. haha. pastor talking about sex. lol. quite humorous. yupp. then after dinner. went to supermarket. bought ben ong's present. and two small packet of chips for myself. and one big one for my dad. then sat at the box there. with tammy and kelly. eating away. then went home. watch tv. stone. then slept.
just woke up. will go watch tv at 9.30. haha. 15 mins more. then. eat some biscuits. yummy. today gotta go collect specs. haha. then 4.30 gonna go pick kelly and tammy. go ben's bbq. wonder who's going. he never reply me larh. haiyorh. okay. that's all larh. now. let's go stone some more. yeah right.
09:13
hmm. today nothing really. usual stuff. mentioned ytd. crappy.
i don understand. why can't she get her own life. i mean. i hate ppl who try to follow after you. what i do. she do. what i say. she say. what i act. she act. what i don like. she don like. what i like. she also like. i'm always the one who does things. you noe. like have the courage and go up to ppl. not all the time. but. she just diam diam follow. if i do this. she also wanna do. and when i ask her things. she's like always dunno. dunno. dunno. rarr. do you noe how irritating it is.
12:12
hey hey. it's been a long day today. been out ever since 11.30. here's what happened.
went ikea for lunch. yummy food. then went suntec city. mom went to the shoe sale. bought a pair of slippers. then went to branded apparel sale. nothing really. then went to the sportslink sale. i bought a pair of red/silver nike running shoes. and a nike luminous yellow sports bra. haha. then went raffles place. mom supposed to have dental appointment. but got some mistake. so didn't. went to change alley. mom bought cosmetics. went specialist's centre. coffee bean. then went orchard point. og. then went centrepoint. robinsons. mom bought health supplements. went marks and spencer. bought food. haha. went mothercare. mom bought some gift for her friend. very cute. then went perlini's silver. mom went to polish her chain. then went clementi. met up with dad. ate dinner. came home. haha. long day eh. adidas got 15% off sale. haha. should have went. but already bought so many stuff. spent nearly half a thousand dollars. about $450 like that. in just one day. within 6 hours. haha. but yeah. i've at least got a few new things. (: tmr wear new shoe le. :P haha. whatever larh. i'm quite contented. haha. my nike things already $110. gosh. haha. my adidas shoe was $90 though. got discount marhs. XD oh wells. that's all. tmr got cell meeting. then service. then dinner. blah blah blah.
20:37
rarr. i typed a really long post just now. but internet hanged cos of the stupid heymath. and it's all gone. so sorry. but i'm cutting it short.
yesterday? nothing much.
today? i'll give you the interesting stuff.
i got 19/30 for first aid theory. thought i'd fail. cos i had a lot of wrongs when he was going through the paper. practical. cpr was horrible. i stone there. dunno what to do. blaah. second time i did was quite okay. i was more or less ready. bandaging. shh. had help from amanda, lizhen and ivy. (: ivy's from sembawang sec. anyways. i passed first aid. so i've got the badge and i'm qualified. haha. yeah. made fun of victor and ivy. victor got really pissed off. then made fun of yogi and juanita. hamburger and big mac. and bbb. ask me if you wanna noe what's bbb. then yeah. the examiner was shocked that we required 2 full days to cover 6 sessions of theory. he didn't noe we ended early. then jie jun was like. shame on you. haha. their usual words. then the whole class roared into laughter. actually i dunno why. but jie jun actually quite cute. haha. nvm. he's just the most good looking one there. all from victoria. all secondary one. lame. but the boys all very lame. only five of them there. so pathetic. all from victoria some more. hahaha. then it's really funny larh. then went home. then nothing much. tmr is day out with mom. i'm going ikea for lunch. then go raffles city shopping. then go oub plaza for mom's dental. meanwhile. check braces price. then go town perhaps? my mom wanna go og. yupp. it's a girls' day out. my dad has job interview at three. so yeah. nothing else. that's all bahs. i'm off to try and download the stupid heymath hmwk.
23:01
i can't stand this anymore. the post camp depression is getting to everybody. especially me. i can't stand it. i'm singing camping songs everyday every minute. i'm thinking about the trainers everytime. i thinking about the happy memories during camp. the fun activities. my pretty eyed trainer. diyana (: i'm thinking about the trainers that even though they were tired. they still had to be hyper. look at ad, an, fara, sarah, huda. trainers have to be hyper. i'm working at innotrek. i don care. okay. maybe not innotrek. but some camp organisation. where i can be a trainer too. (: hopefully innotrek. i really miss ad, an, fara. they really made my camp. i wanna cry already larh. ):
i love camp!
17:11
okay. today course ended early again. 2pm. hahaha. not that bad larh. cos it ends early. tmr will be touching on practical. yawn. hmm. tonight i'm going marine parade for dinner. all the way there larh. haha. from the west to the east. dots. yeah. cos it's my dad's birthday. hmm. tmr. nothing much. ooh. project smile.
yesterday's lesson was fun. but i'm so young. haha. me and kelly are like the second and third youngest. got one more younger boy. but he came with his dad larh. haha. it's funny. that me and kelly actually joined. hmms. made more adult friends? haha. eugene was there too. so it's kinda cool. haha. any problem can ask him. better still. he's in charge of my group. (: yeah. learnt some new tricks. ain't gonna tell you. two new card tricks. and three string tricks. ooh. wonder what i'm gonna learn tmr. haha. can't wait. yeahs. (:
he finally did a bulletin post. it's so cool. kinda fun yarh. haha. hmm. i'm beginning to not like him any more. i dunno why. but i think. since he doesn't like me. why should i bother right. but yeah. the flame's going out. but hmm. i dunno. i don wanna think about it. cos the last time i did. i was in sucha daze. i didn't noe what to do. i really didn't bother about school. i don wan it to happen again.
okay. i was supposed to say something else. but i seem to have forgotten. oh wells. nvm. byebye.
16:29
okay. gotta make this quick. cos i gotta go off soon. bathe. then go out. today. first aid course actually starts at 9am larh. haha. so stc was the earliest bunch there. haha. then yeah. the course wasn't that bad. i felt like dozing off. but during breaks i was ding ding ding. wide awake. okay. then lunch. then course again. today ended really early. supposed to end at 4pm. but ended at 2.30pm. haha. then so we went rc headquarters. get the first aid course wkbk. so yupp. 8 bucks. then went home. yupp. now i gotta get ready. meeting kelly at 7.05. going for project smile. haha. yeah no main highlights.
18:21
yesterday cell was quite okay. yeah. i guess. then service was quite okay. jiabao came. (: yeah. me and jiabao were like singing away. we are both still in the camp spirit. ((: then service. okay larh. i didn't understand a thing. heh. then yeah. erhh. dinner. then after service sat down at the box. jina. rachel. kelly. tammy. me. jon kwong. timothy. ben ong. haha. tammy says we're back to square one. haha. i dun mind. really! so yeah. then talk talk talk. really had fun. it was just fun. i hope it continues seriously. (: i really miss those times. yupp.
15:48
continuing with songs.
hey people do the dance let me see you clap your hands
now that you got the beat let me see you stamp your feet
now that you got the groove let me see your body move
where's the peanut
where's the peanut
where's the peanut right now
where's the peanut
where's the peanut
where's the peanut right now
campfire's burning campfire's burning
draw nearer draw nearer
in the glooming in the glooming
let's sing and be merry
campfire's burning now (campfire's burning now)
campfire's burning now (campfire's burning now)
burning now (burn burn burn)
campfire's burning in the dark dark night
you go ooh yeah yippee yippee yeah
campfire's burning in the dark dark night
you go ooh yeah yippee yippee yeah
campfire's burning now (campfire's burning now)
campfire's burning now (campfire's burning now)
burning now (burn burn burn)
i've got the theresian spirit up in my head up in my head up in my head
i've got the theresian spirit up in my head up in my head today
i've got the theresian spirit deep in my heart deep in my heart deep in my heart
i've got the theresian spirit deep in my heart deep in my heart today
i've got the theresian spirit down on my knees down on my knees down on my knees
i've got the theresian spirit down on my knees down on my knees today
i've got the theresian spirit all over me all over me all over me
i've got the theresian spirit all over me all over me today
i've got the theresian spirit up in my head deep in my heart down on my knees
i've got the theresian spirit all over me all over me today
claps. i can't rmb all larh. got so many.
pear clap
whatever clap
lame clap
1 macho clap
2 macho clap
3 macho clap
16 stc claps
5 claps
55 claps
gu niang clap
sexy clap
merlion clap
exorcist clap
others
how are you feeling?
heartbeat
i feel good
are you ready?
ever ready stc icci gonna fight
fight
fight
fight fight fight
oi! oi!
what's up sister/brother
15:43
okay. today. i had no sol2. completed already. (: so yeah. stayed at home sleep. then went to the optician. get my eyes checked. okay. it increased. boo. by 25 and 75. so now it's equal. 500. TSK. omg. so high. but it's stabilizing already. it's really really bad i find. changing new frame too. it's a bit greenish grey. i think. also half frame. yeah. collect on friday. or thursday. whatever day. tmr meeting honey and juanita. maybe lizhen and amanda at kembangan mrt. then go rc campsite for first aid course. grr. my whole holiday is gone. gone. gone. monday to thursday lehs. then at night i got project smile. with kelly. so yeah. meeting the rc ppl at 7.30am. gosh. so early. early. early. yeah. so yeah. hopefully they're not late larh. if not we'll be late. late. late. okay. i need ter chill. i really need to wake up early tmr. really really early. rarr. gotta leave by 6.45? probably get my dad to send me somewhere. then i catch the train myself. somewhere like kembangan. hahaha. i need ter plan with them. yeah. okay. this sucks.
15:38
camp memories
you know i can't smile without you
can't smile without you
i can't laugh
i can't sing
you're making it hard to do anything
you see i feel sad when you're sad
i feel glad when you're glad
if you only knew
what i'm going through
i just can't smile
without you
by the light (oh by the light)
of the silvery moon (not the sun but the moon)
i want to spoon (not to fork but to spoon)
to my honey i'll croon love tunes
honeymoon (oh honeymoon)
keep on shining in june (not in may but in june)
the silvery beams will bring love dreams
we'll be cuddling soon (not too late but too soon)
by the silvery moon (by the silvery moon)
say a thousand legged worm
as it gives a little squirm
have you seen this little leg of mine
if it can't be found
then i'll have to hop around
on my nine hundred and ninety nine
hop around
hop around
have you seen this little leg of mine
if it can't be found
then i'll have to hop around
on my nine hundred and ninety nine
you are my sunshine my only sunshine
you make me happy when skies are grey
you never know dear how much i love you
please don take my sunshine away
remix!
you are my sun...shine my only sun...shine
you make me ha...ppy when skies are grey...
you never know dear how much i love you
please don take my sunshine away
continus next time okay. my memories seem to have disappeared. boo. ):
12:53
okay. just had breakfast. haha. came back. immediately use com. got cell today larh. 2.15. yawns. then service lorhs. haiyarhs. oh wells. haha. i wanna go ask jiarong. whether she noes any of the camp instructors! cos a lot of them from jjc. whees. i'm super happy larh. but super sad. cos it's end of camp. and i can't see them anymore. ): they have really made a change of me. gosh. i dunno why. but yeah. ok ok. see larh. i wanna cry again. haha. yeah. nothing much yeah. i wanna search for the rest on friendster. haha. byes.
11:53
woohoo. i'm back. after a long three days two nights. hahaha. let's begin.
i really really enjoyed the whole camp. i'll go one by one later. but the instructors. i really wanna thank you guys for the enjoyable, memorable time. for all the happy memories. especially to those who always seem to make us laugh. huda, an, ad, wayne, sarah, farah. you guys rock. so do the other instructors. hazzie, farhan, germaine, felicia, diyana (:, miq, melissa, qian yi, and all the others. sorry larh. short term memory. forgot names. i really enjoyed the time guys. i really really enjoyed it! ((:
first day.
went dragon boating. kallang river. in the hot afternoon. i'm tanner now. haha. got tshirt mark eh. it was really tiring. our group didn't work together larhs. some not even rowing at all lorh. then we reached the beach. we had to hold hands. and walk into the water. haha. then the water was up to our waist lorh. salty salty water. yucky. haha. then we had this buoyancy jacket. then we had to lift up our legs and walk. haha. cos i shoes. yes. our shoes. were stuck in the sand. it's like. sticky. haha. with the sea water and all. then we had to lift up our legs. lean back. so that we were floating. haha. it was really fun larh. then rowed back. raced with the other classes. yupp. we came in first. from the back. i think i'm really blacker right now. haha. tanner. larh. my legs. left side tanner than the other. haha. then shower and dinner. then night activity. whole cohort were splitted into two. i was in the second half. we had campfire songs prep. it was really fun. ad, farah, sarah, wayne, melissa. they made it really fun. (: then after that. it was our turn to go for a nightwalk. spooky. mwahahaha. no larh. just dark. we walked into the forest. yeah. then we walked walked walked. to a quarry. woah. no water one. haha. very nice. (: that night. the sky was clear. we could see a lot of stars! ((: then we walked back. then supper and debrief. then sleep.
second day.
day filled of activities. had abseiling. the other group did flying fox. whoots. i did it. i climbed the building up. mind you. the stairs were like. grills. you can see what's beneath you. scary. remember. *i'm afraid of heights. then we had to be hooked on. i held onto the railing. very tightly. then it was my turn to abseil down the four storey wall. eeks. i was holding on to what was keeping me from falling off. and saying. 'i don wan' repeatedly. super funny. cos i was super freaked. the instructor had to pull me over. haha. then it was time. he asked me to go to the age. and start leaning back. into mid air. freaky. then the hardest part was over. according to him. then all i had to do was walk down. of cos the 'i don wan' was still going on. haha. but after a while. i calmed down. and made it to the bottom! all smiles! (: then it was problem based games. lunch. team building games. campfire prep. rock wall. ooh. it was tiring. i couldn't climb high. there were no rocks. and my hand was tired. really painful. so yeah. climbed one or two. then i came down. haha. then it was on to the high rope elements. then it started to rain. awwh. some more last minute campfire prep. then bathe. dinner. campfire. it was quite alrite. ours was the most horrible. most messy. most embarrassing one. me and zhihui were like the lead role. haha. we had our own dance. the others had their own. it was fun. for the both of us. but malu for the rest. gosh larh. irritating lorh. it's like. THEM. grr. then supper. debrief. sleep.
third day. final day. today.
nothing much. breakfast. area cleaning. i wash toilet leh. stinko. haha. then evaluation. debrief. prize presentation. and it was time to go home. our final goodbyes. i didn't cry. for once. my eyes did well up a bit. when we were on the bus leaving dairy farm. cos i'm gonna miss huda, an, ad, farah, sarah, diyana. ): i'm still missing them. the last day is always the most sad day. everybody aren't in high spirits. all so exhausted. so sad that we had to leave. i really miss the instructors. they have really made an impact in me. i dunno why. but that's how i feel. diyana had something for the group six (consuming fire aka consumers). my gosh. i couldn't read larh. marcella first read. then i peeped from behind. my eyes welled up with tears lorh. the drip drip. i ALMOST cried larh. zhihui knew larh. the rest didn't. luckily. i cannot stand this kinda thing one larh. i cannot leave ppl just like that lorh. it's hard for me to accept. haha. i find i very emotional leh. haha. the letter was really touching larh. i can't remember what. but i noe i cried. ): i really miss you guys. hopefully you'll be our trainers again. perhaps. next yr camp. going taman negara. be there alrights.
overall. camp was fun. enjoyable. full of happy memories. except for the campfire performance. horribly malu. gosh. yeah. instructors were great. me and zhihui wanna join you guys, innotrek! (: so yeah. that's the end of camp. that's the end of today. not doing anything much today yeah? yeah. tmr? we'll see. joel ask me go barker carnival. haiyarh. sian larh. so told him not going. cell? i dunno whether have. have or not arh? dunno larh. then service. yarh lorh. go service lorh. wahliew. my whole holiday is gone already okay. first aid course lorh. bish bish bish. four days okay. monday to thursday. boo. then only friday lorh. yeah. i'm going out with my mom. haha. then project smile starts wednesday. voice not too good already. haha. falling sick again? yeah! then no need go first aid course. hahaha. winks. that's the end larh. i'm really tired. shall go take a nap. like all my other friends. haha. all exhausted from camp. (:
*i took more than half hour to type all this crap? well. at least i do some reflections everyday. it helps to understand more about yourself at least. (:
15:07
would you miss me. cos i won't be blogging for two days. hahaha. (:
22:19
hoho. went for fish head curry. yummy food. before i leave for cap. yucky food. haha. okay larh. it's time to conquer my fears. take that step of faith. haha. yeah. signing up for guitar. with kelly. strumming only. $157.50 at cristofori at beauty world. (: friday? 7.45-8.30. yeah. haha. can't wait.
it's a choice between fencing and tennis. fencing. too expensive. tennis. haiyarh. quite okay rite. yarh. i wished i could do canoeing! ): but oh wells. tennis ain't that bad. it's sporty. fencing. it's indoor. no no. haha. okay. i've decided. (:
21:06
yupp. dunno larhs. i seem to be rather interested in canoeing. kelly doesn't mind. maybe we'll take it up together. haha. we're always together. oh wells. canoeing. but dad says it's deep sea? erhh. okay. but there's life jacket. i wished i could have something like wake boarding. cos then it's water sports. i can get wet and get tanned. haha. but canoeing. erhh. get tanned. but not really get wet. hmm. we'll see. hopefully canoeing. but i want wake boarding. it's totally cool. kallang river yeah. haha. tennis? it doesn't get wet. but you get fit and tanned. yeah. running around. whacking the ball. ayee. kelly's scared of the ball. so it's archery? haha. canoeing! hmm. volleyball? erhh. cross country? i don mind. seriously. haha. cos you get fit. get tanned. but don get wet. hmms. shall go into futher discussion with kelly.
okay. hmm. shall take up canoeing. if all goes well. yupp. for nyaa. it's either.
16:22
haha. skipped bowling today. blaah. i don like bowling larh. it's boring. it's not like you get to have a lot of fun or anything. i'm contemplating on quitting. but i dunno. i need to ask my parents. then ask desiree. cos yeah. haha. just inform her. see her reaction. but yeah. i don feel like quitting. cos i feel as if i'll be letting the team down. but. i dunno. seriously frustrated here.
instead of going for bowling. i spent my lunch with kelly. eat lunch. then go home lorh. yeah. jina was there too. moving backwards in time.
today school was so-so larh. it's the 'last' day of school wad. haha. what to do. yeah. i completely forgot about my chinese wkbk. argh. i forgot to bring. and worse still. forgot to do. haha. but i think i'm snapping out of my 'trance' already. cos i did so poorly for english. 11/25 okay. omg. i was so shocked that i fail. seriously. i really thought i could pass. i dunno what my mom would say. haven't told her yet. my chinese. 26/40. still quite okay larh. pass already marhs. i wished i had higher larhs. but see here see there. nothing much could help. well. i could have gotten 30/40. haha. i'm not really satisfied though. maths. i didn't get any remedial form. means i did quite well for maths? haha. i hope so. cos i only managed to understand indices and algebra at the last minute. hope i passed. i didn't even have time to complete the paper. ): the rest. haven't gotten back yet. not even maths. haiyarh. that was school. during chinese. i felt really sleepy larh. then kelly. we were doing the palm thingy. where you write down four things of each catergory. and we 'predict' your future. really lame. but funny. then we did the hand thingy. where you put your palm on a piece of paper. shh. i'm not gonna tell you the trick behind it. haha. it's me and kelly lurking around. waiting for unsuspecting victims. lol. (that sounded so evil. mwahahaha)
moving on. packed finished for camp. camping tmr. til friday noon. my bag looks like a big hamburger. okay. haha. i dunno. it's really full. cos i stuffed my sleeping bag inside. haha. so it looks big. if not i have to carry my sleeping bag. my shoebag (hanging on bag). and my bag. hmms. i shall stuff my 1.5l bottle inside the bag too. haha. it'll look so huge by then. at least lesser things to carry. i'm both excited and sad. excited cos it's camping. friends. sad cos i'm still sick. and it's total cut off from happiness. haha. as in entertainment. and that there are so many high elements. high rope elements. rock wall. flying fox. abseiling. argh. i'm afraid of heights okay. i'm serious. hopefully this time. i can conquer all fears. haha. i hope. i just hope this will be an enjoyable time. (:
doubt i'll be blogging anymore. til friday. yupps. so yeah. i'll see ya then.
16:07
you don't bother about me right. fine larh. but i really care okay. but you don't. so what can i do. i like you. you don't like me. haiyarh. i don wanna like you already larh. haha. i sound so immature. oh wells. as the days go by. i shall forget. Forget. FORGET. then we'll just be friends.
okay. as i was saying. just now. about the A, B, C ppl. haha. ermm. i just found out that B liked/likes...
andrew, angus, benjamin ong, charles, dalston, david, edward, gabriel, jonathan tay, jonathan low, joel, josh, shaun.
so shocking right. duh. i was also shocked okay. but who cares. i don't.
haix. this moring. woke up. my left calf. cramp until like dunno wad. super painful. yeah. until now still a bit pain. gosh.
nyaa. national youth achievement award.
i gotta check out with francis on the duration of the courses. how much we're supposed to attend for.
skills. i'm settled with classical guitar. okay. strumming. no plucking. haha. so it's learn how to play a musical instrument. ayee. or maybe can go do drumming. so cool! actually i can take up guitar lessons with kelly yarh. haha. do in groups lorh. cheaper marhs. then you've got your best friend too. or should i say best bro. (;
then recreational. maybe do sailing larh. no wakeboarding. but sailing a bit tough yarh. cos i want water/sea activities. best is sea larh. then there's only canoeing, sailing, swimming, water polo. i think it'll only be canoeing. ayee. not bad leh. cos i want something outdoor. something sporty. okay. outdoor. wet. sporty. canoeing is just all that. i'll see larh. going dragon boating during the camp. so yupp. i noe it's different. okay. i'll check out with my parents. and kelly too. zhihui too. then i'll see how. i don wan billiard. i don mind. cos i like. but it's just gotta do with luck too? ayee. yeah. why don't i tell you the choices.
those crossed out. are those which i have not much interest in. or is not able to take - bowling (cos i'm already in it)
the rest i don mind taking. therefore i'm considering.
those asteriks are those that i REALLY don mind taking. haha. (;
btw. what's orienteering? haha. like orientation camp? oh wells. yay. can't wait. kelly you better call me back. awaiting. i'll give you till 4.30.
and. those with the dashes. are those that i don mind. but asteriks first alright. those without anything. lemmi think about it. HARD.
13:54
okay. half day today. kinda boring. haha. didn't bring nyaa form. but had to hand in anyways. ermm. i dunno what to do. four components. i already have community (sphere project). adventure (efl camp). skill (learn musical instrument - guitar strumming). recereational (wakeboarding!! haha. dunno larh. kelly doing billiard. zhihui doing volleyball. me? i dunno!) i kissed kelly today. yuck. long story. zhihui was like. you better join volleyball if not i kiss you. kelly: kiss larh. kiss larh. yijing: kiss arh. then i kiss lorh. hahaha. it was yucky..... >< gross..... hmm. okay. moving on.
yesterday night. quite okay larh. dinner was alright i guess. yeahs. then blah blah. nothing much.
kelly told A that B likes him. A say that he noes. and he noes C likes him too. then blah blah. he didn't seem to bother. okay. you're confused larh. i noe. but who cares. you don't bother. i don't bother. XD
things are changing. really quick. i think things between us will never be the same again.
desiree: really sorry you've caugh the flu from me and shahilia. shahilia passed it to me. i passed it to you. go pass it to someone else then. ooh. but there's efl on wednesday. must go kay. the class needs you. (:
11:40
TSK! SOMEBODY USED MY ACCOUNT TO SIGN IN. HMPFS. WHICH TOOT DID THAT. RARR! HOW DARE YOU!
moving on...
yesterday was quite okay. tabernacle was a new feeling from the past two. i felt more calm? then cell. okay larh. jiarong sick too. service was packed. really packed. then yeah. hmm. went for dinner at macs. hawker was closed. ): macs was crowded too. went for tabernacle again. but long queue. then i didn't queue for long larh. haha. then had to go home lorh. parents didn't allow. then yeah.
today. had sol2. haha. pastor yo ask for my name. just cos i helped her go over next door to ask pastor william lower down his mic volume. and she asked in front of the whole class. so embarrassing. >< color="#ffffff">service, dinner, sol2. (:
17:09
okay. yesterday sanctification week. yawn. boring. haha. had fever too. then haiyarh. went home. blah blah. then today. gonna leave soon. for tabernacle thing. then cell. then service. haha. okay. camp next wednesday. can't wait. going dairy farm adventure centre. whoots. i'm with the back half of my class! can't wait. hopefully i recover by then. yeah. i'm gonna conquer my fear and do the high rope elements. and the abseiling/flying fox. and the rock wall. whoots. and dragon boating. whee. (: can't wait. can u believe it. i already started packing. haha. XD i should go now. haha. comfirm sure late. i'm supposed to be there at 12. blaah. haiyarh. whatever larhs. =P
11:20
HAHA. YOU ARE SO LAME OKAY. YOU AND YOUR LAME MSN NICK. DON COME AND BE FUNNY WITH ME. HAHA. DONT TRY AND TELL ME YOUR MSN NICK GOT NO HAND NO LEG OKAY. YOU VERY FUNNY. HAHAHA. XD
20:46
okay. i'm still sniffling away. just drank the cold and flu panadol thingy. yeah. dunno what to do now larh. not many ppl online. why? haha. end of exams. but that... haiyarh. dunno larh. today got quite a lot of hmwk. literature. oops. didn't bring home. maths. 5 qns only. pathetic larh. can the class stop bullying the trainee tcher lorh. very mean leh. then history. gosh. haha. history. cos needed to share books. then shahilia joined table with me. then yeah. we just left it there through out. then it was literature. miss yew didn't bother. then desiree lent her book to charlene and jing xiu. hahaha. then she joined table with us. then all 3 together. haha. oh wells. then. it's pretty funny larh. blah blah. then after school. we didn't bother to pull back the tables. after tests already wad. lol. but i think miss yew will scold yar. haha. desiree's sitting behind jing xiu. she's not supposed to larh. haha. jing xiu's the last person. #39. and desiree is #12. so yeah. she's sitting right in front. haha. so i guess. you noe her. not liking to sit in front. so yeah. so she's at the back. dots. hahaha. i'm off to watch tv. and wait for my parents to come back from cell with my supper! and yeah. i need ter do hmwk. boring.
20:18
*sniffle* *cough*
haha. yes ppl. i've caught a flu. bad. bad. bad. i'm supposed to be sleeping now larh. but.. haha. a while on the com shd be okay. yeah. ermm. i've got running nose. block nose. aiyarh. both also have. so yupp. tonite i'm going no where. yeah. not going for the sanctification week. should be able to go for service on saturday. (: provided that i don get fever. i dunno. sick sick. haiyoh. troublesome.
i've got the yearbook!
finally. after all the waiting. the school has finally released the yearbook. FINALLY! ((: yeah. dumb dumb dumb pics. i dunno why i'm so excited over it. haha. oh wells. yeah.
end of tests. yay. and we get our yrbk. so coincidental. haha. yeah. then hmm. tonite parents got cell. i'll be using the com then. or maybe not. watch some good tv. (: yeah. i'm outta here. i think i'm burning up. headache. i need ice. ahhhhhhhhhhhh.
*maybe no need go school tmr. (:
*but got efl briefing tmr. guess who's group i'm in. -yawn-
jessica. marianne. nicole. me. sandra. qian ru. why. i wanna group myself. haha. then it'll be... i dunno le. XD zhi hui! i want be same group as you!
15:01
history paper was okay. kinda blur though. haha. hmm. yeah. dnt was boring. *yawn* i'm done with my stuff. just need ter get cardboard and all. blah blah blah. then i felt sick larh. running nose. sneeze and sneeze. then came home. slept until 7.15pm. haha. never study at all. ): science tmr lehs. bish. i dunno larh. science lorh. my science very poor thing one.. oh wells. but it's the last paper. =D yeah. that's the good thing. hoho. hmm. yeah. nothing much. oh yeah. while i was sleeping. had a dream. weird. dreamt of shihui? erhh.. dreamt that she said hi to me. of all ppl it had to be shihui? why not someone else. like... *dreams off* haha. okay. i'm back. LOL. hmm. yeah. i think i shd get started on science larh. got so many things to study. within this night. i haven't eaten yet! hungryyy. i've gotta study colours. reflection and refraction and blah blah blah. what's the other chapter. erhh. i dunno. haha. then got separation techniques. yupp. whole lot of stuff. stupid physics. so boring. go sec 3. must choose subs rite. physics or biology. i'll take physics. haha. rather than biology. eww. study eww. haha. unless i go triple science larh. which is ermm. a bit. 'shocking'. oh wells. i'm outta here. post tmr okay. COMFIRM! XD
20:11
i think i'm almost there.
i think i've nearly given up all hope on him.
we'll see how our conversations go the next few weeks.
if not it's the end of it.
i'm moving on.
i don't want to do so.
but somehow i guess it doesn't feel right.
i guess you're just not the guy.
but yeah.
we'll still be friends alright.
cos it's starting to make me think that you like her.
but she likes someone else.
oh wells.
i guess we'll see how it goes.
friends?
17:18
okay. hmm. today maths was horrible. not enuf time. i nvr finish. still got last question. argh. 2 marks leh!!!!! okay. literature was ermm. confusing. haha. i didn't noe what i was writing about lorh. haha. okay. tmr i'm gonna be history for history. haha. i really should get studying. but there's no one to make me study. rarr! okay. nvm. i saw jovy today larh. haha. doubt she recognized. hmm. yeah. i dunno larh. sol2 by pastor yo again arh. haiyarh. okay. nvm. this sunday i feel like going out. watch movie. haha. yeah. serious. one thing. dunno whether can or not. cos i wanna go town. my parents don really like that. haha. then cos i wanna go pacific plaza. haha. go buy my beloved wallet!! oh wells. but i don think can. cos thursday nite. friday nite. saturday afternoon til nite. sunday morning til afternoon. i'll be out. haha. ermm. yeah. but it's after exams larh. but it's town. haha. i'll check with the cell. yupp. okay. nothing much.
ayee. i didn't noe my opposite neighbour the youngest son went to raffles instituition. i thought he went gan eng seng. woah. clever man.
argh. efl next week. got high rope elements one okay. argh. i'm afraid of heights okay. it brings back memories. yes. memories from primary five camp. haha. especially the rock climbing and abseiling. yeah. shan't elaborate larh. so embarrassing. but this time. i wanna go there. and conquer my fear!! (:
16:48
Be a goalkeeper & block it
Then, nobody wins
Wear the skipper's armband
Be the captain
You call the shots
Girl time. (n) A bonding ritual essential to females and indescribable to males, characterized by unmitigated chatter, sudden bursts of laughter, endless supplies of tissues, and chocolates.
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